I had a bad case of 'widow's fire' which is the increase in libido after the death of your spouse. Toys can be helpful but I craved a more sensual touch. Dating apps give me the horrors and a drunken one-nighter didn't appeal either. I'm older so I would only attract boring old farts with ED who are happy with roll on, roll off sex! Shudder. Fortunately I discovered Lucius. It was almost nine weeks from my initial contact to our 'date'. Lucius answered my queries with reassurance, I'm hard of hearing and because of this am often considered a difficult client. He allowed me to reclaim my sexuality without judgment or shame whilst we chatted via emails and during our two long phone calls. I found his voice sexy, our virtual conversations sexy, and I felt so damn sexy!! Lucius was extremely professional in his preparation for our date, from our cover story to the actual specifics of our intimacy and even his choice of aftershave. I felt I knew him well through our conversations so only butterflies I had were from anticipation. Upon meeting Lucius in the flesh, I was captivated by his sense of style, his boyish grin and the twinkle in his dark eyes. He greeted me with a huge hug and smoothered me with gentle kisses. Our conversation flowed easily during pre-dinner drinks and during dinner. Lucius is the greatest flirt and I was certainly looking forward to my dessert (wink!). My patience was rewarded once we returned to my room - what a fine specimen of a man! Can we just take a moment to appreciate Lucius' maintenance - he was toned, buffed, silky skin with chest hair (my absolute weakness) and he has the cutest backside I've ever laid my eyes on! I could not keep my hands off him. Lucius' kisses are divine and he is indeed a skilled and considerate lover - any inhibitions I had disappeared under his lustful gaze; I discovered thrilling new sensations and yes I had multiple orgasms - he IS a gentleman and us ladies indeed come first with him! After I was worn out and satiated, Lucius caressed and kissed me gently as I drifted off to sleep - he held me all night and I felt, dare I say it, loved. Lucius told me he receives pleasure from giving pleasure, and I found him to be genuine and honest during our time together. I did not feel uncomfortable with him in any way - from being naked or sharing my deepest desires with him. He was exactly what I needed - he allowed me to become an authentic sexual being and to enjoy and appreciate my body. I'm so glad I was brave enough to make that initial contact with him weeks ago.