The true test for me was always going to be how I felt in the days after spending time with Lucius. I found I felt good and incredibly grounded within myself...more so than for some time. The absolute sexiest thing about Lucius is in his words - the thinking, curiosity and connectedness - reflecting more about the person he is, not simply what he loves doing for a living. The doubts that ebbed & flowed before I met him washed away as he stepped thru the door. There was complete congruence - he is as he sounds. His energy was spot on & he went with the flow & gave me the time I needed to get comfortable, understanding it was about my headspace first & pressure free pleasure. After a gr8 meal & a quirky bar, I was ready to explore more & Lucius' approach to intimacy was perfect for what I could handle at this point. He read me well, swept away the rust & so deliciously hard. It was a novelty (perhaps even revelation) not to be in my head at all, whilst I surrendered to his strong hands. No active background niggling doubt or self critique pecking away - I could just blissfully be. From the moment I reached out to Lucius 6 weeks ago my energy in my life began to turn - it represented a first step in owning what I needed for myself. I needed this to to move forward after an incredibly long relationship, to rebuild my connection with my own body & rediscover who I am within myself when not defined by a traditional relationship. We've spent time together twice, & I look forward to exploring more with Lucius in future. I write this for all you wonderful women who might be considering this yourselves, whether to reconnect with your body, heal your sense of control & calm with intimacy, to connect with a person whilst feeling a vulnerable in your own skin or just to feel self centred joy & pleasure. Lucius seems to know who he is, how he wants to be in the world & how he finds pleasure connecting with others, with no arrogance, or performance. He wants to give you the time, comfort you need, learn about you, share of himself & share pleasure with you. As nervous as you might feel, if you've gotten this far, then like me you know there is something you need to explore, feel or change & that something about Lucius resonates for you. Trust your instincts. X